When did I start, I do not recall,
But continuously walked alone, as moments crawled
I have been wandering in a relentless quest,
In endless search, with not a minute's rest
What am I looking for a peek,
What is this thing that I seek?
Is it treasures and riches,
Is worldly wealth what my SELF wishes?
Or is it the hunger of power,
That it wishes on itself shower?
If these are not what I desire,
Then what is that I aspire?

A friend's love remains missing,
This is what I've been wishing!
A friend who promises that souls are pledged,
A friend without words who is expressed,
A willingness to listen, a pair of helping hands,
A whisper from the heart that someone understands...
Is such a friend I desire exists only in dreams?
No, difficult it may be, impossible never seems,
For, there's something priceless I offer -
To a true friend that I decipher,
Love, understanding and my care is what I will give,
And above all a promise of friendship till I live!!

I'm alone sitting in darkness
And there is gloom all around.
My companions?
Sorrow, despair, failure-
Utter silence with no sound.

Thinking ceased, actions stopped
Breathing difficult, life robbed.
I feel everything is lost-
My courage has disappeared,
My confidence shattered
My hope crushed-my will caught.

Will this way I disappear?
With no care, nobody near,
Will I die with nobody to cry?
Will I perish with nothing to cherish?

No I can't allow myself
To be lost in this way-
I would have to come out
Come what may.

Then how with my depression I can fight?
How can I clear this darkness leading to Bright?
How across this sea of sorrow will I swim?
---I can do it by efforts in rythm.
I can do it by my perseverence,
With my toil and labour immense.

I wa swrong, darkness blinded my eyes,
Now I can hear in my failure others' cries
Yes I am loved, I am cared
If not by everyone, at least by few
And those few for me are like pearls of dew!

I would accomplish the impossible
My courage?--Their love
My hope?--Their care
And they?--My Saviour.

I would have to keep their faith in me,
I would have to prove my worth for their love.
And I know, I can do it
I can do it, because they are with me
Always to look after me,
Take care of me & guide me,
To make me reach my destiny,
Wish I fill the color in their dreams!
If I can, by any means...

Lap of Nature 
I am lying 
The river murmurs 
Trees whisper 
Birds chirp 
Colours of the rainbow 
I behold 
No thoughts 
No brain at work 
Heart content 
Just one emotion 
Its so beautiful! 
Is this Heaven? 
This is Heaven! 
Echoes the heart 
Is this Dream? 
This is Dream!! 
But has come true 
I can feel the serenity of the peace 
Its love everywhere 
Says the river, 
Say the birds 
Softly says to me every tree 
This love of Nature 
It sets my Soul free...

I am in love with a girl.
She is sweet, she is innocent,
She is lovely, she is lovable,
She is the girl, I once dreamt!

She has a place,
Too deep in my heart.
But I can never trace
Why she is so far?

She understands my emotions
But doesn't accept her too.
I wish her love she mentions
Wish only I can do!

When will she come to me,
And say you're mine, I need you.
In her eyes love I wish to see,
For her happiness, then anything I'll do

Then all her pains,
Silently I would bear.
And not allow her eyes,
To have a single tear.

But till then wait I will,
Silently, though heart will cry.
My breath ceases, I get still,
Yes, I will wait till I die!

Wish she shows her love,
Before it is too late.
Before I disappear,
If this is to be my fate.

But I will wait even then,
My love will be accepted one day.
She would come to me, her man,
And say, I wished her to say!

I pray my waiting is not too long,
Longer than I can bear.
I wish to sing duets, not a solo song,
I desparately need her near.

Come soon love, my heart is waiting,
Will you not give him what he wishes?
Believe your love and your feeling,
And your emotions are his only riches!

Though I may not say it often,
I do wish that you know.
What I feel for you,
Never in words I put though.

When I touch softly with my eyes,
And look with eyes gleaming.
I mean to say I've been at work,
Dreams infinite for you weaving.

When in silence I think of you,
I hear my heart beating for you.
In spite of emotions that I hold,
In words its difficult to mould.

I tried to say what I feel,
My heart's secrets I tried to reveal.
But its so difficult to say it all,
When I wish to say all things, big or small.

So I simply echo my soul,
Speak the words at the last,
I love you for what you are!
I love you sweetheart with my heart!!